a true account of an odd me

when I was young I watched x men I was a big fan still am the part where you have powers to see the future. that fuelled my imagination but not much longer I realised I have powers of my own that I can see the future.
The first time I remember it clearly I was in Primary school at the time and what I saw was my classmates chanting to my face that i liked this girl in my class. that was the first time it happened the second I was in senior comprehensive in my mid teens I had myself a vision did not believe in it and it cost me my school love. Since then I have seen things that would scare people and brushed it of and i realized that when i trust in it at some point it works out well but its draining as well.

I know this is not my questions Blog but I always questioned are psychics real if so why?. What gives humans the right to see the future?. my conclusion it is because we are human that this exist there is a voice that always tells me "dig deeper" that's all I here but I am starting to believe it says "dig Deeper you are more than you think you are" and i think that's the point. if you dig deeper in yourself you will find yourself and you may find as i did something that I never think I should have. "who am I to have This" I ask myself  "I am not God to say what the future is" but the answer I seem to get each time "you are more than what you think you are everyone sees it why cant you". "why cant you". dig deep and find something believe.                  

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Dream: Do you believe in me? 

Me :      Yes is do but if is do why am 

                is still filled with fear  

                 Doubt uncertainty. 

Each limit crossed brings 

something new it brings 

With it doubt and uncertainty 

Is once dreamed that is was in a house 

brown wood all around and there was 

only one window to the top a diamond shape 

small enough that only is could go through 

is had to get out but someone told me if is reach the 

window and don't open it is would  

Is believe is could reach so far 

and yet is don’t 

To have no fear 

To write without fear 

To be clear is keep this in mind as 

Is prepare to release my new eBook

That will not be out any time soon